Would you believe it?
Missed
January - My mind was somewhere else, it all started on my birthday -
bombs, were falling - a bloodbath - was glued to the tele and thought
of nothing else, and then it stopped. As sudden as it had began - and
now, there is silence... have things changed? Maybe not a lot, except
for those who were there, who have lost everything, their homes their
loved ones and anything that gave their life a meaning.
'Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.' Samuel Bechett
And then there was the application: last time I did it I ended up in hospital, I really did not want to do it again. Still, for some reason I felt compelled to do it, thought of nothind else, filled in boxes, got references, filled in the form. The deadline was Friday, Jan 30th, the same day as the taxforms had to go in. And on Saturday the form came back, unread, and unqualified. Appearently I had not followed the guidelines, maybe I had sent the wrong forms (the taxforms ?) - whatever - another hope - gone.
And then there was the snow, the ice, God it was beautiful! But that's gone too.
Last night, I heard a very close friend, yes, I saw her yesterday, appearently she got engaged - all of a sudden....
Fact or Fiction - I wonder.
AFTER THE SNOW
GAZA
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